From Kathryn and Brian

Saturday morning, Nov. 22, 2008

Dearest Mike,

YOu are gone now, too quickly and too painfully, but through your whole ordeal you have been an inspiration of courage, determination, hopefulness and good humor. Words are inadequate to express how much you will be missed. I still feel your bear hugs and see your smile.

Gloria and Hans, Brian and I send our deepest-felt condolences. And, thanks, GLoria, for setting up this blog where friends could know what was happening medically, cheer you both on and tell Mike how much he was loved. I"m sure he knew how much he was cared for both at home, at church, and in the larger universe. And we all know that love is most important in the end.

Gloria, what a lover, friend and helpmate you have been--always at Mike's side through this difficult and tragic experience. Because of your care and affection, strength and knowledge, he was able to live his last years to the fullest with good cheer. I am sure he is in Heaven now, preparing the way for you with hymns of praises. Much love, Kathryn and Brian

From Fred

Gloria and Hans...

I think Max Ehrmann has it right...

"You are a child of the Universe, no less than the moon and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the Universe is unfolding as it should." (Desiderata) Let us know when you need us there. Fred

From Robert

Mike, the funny and generous uncle in London, Paris, New York. You are part of many adventures for me Mike! I continue to learn from you.

Peace and love and thanks to you.

Rob

From Aki

Dear Mike and Gloria,

You are going through a difficult yet most amazing journey together.
Please be comforted knowing that you are surrounded by warmest and kindest thoughts and prayers.
I would like to send this to you right away via e-mail.

With love,

Aki

From Nancy Kreisler

Moments of Awareness

Helen Lowrie Marshall

So much of life we all pass by

With heedless ear, and careless eye.

Bent with our cares we plod along,

Blind to the beauty, deaf to the song.

But moments there are when we pause to rest

And turn our eyes from the goal’s far crest.

We become aware of the wayside flowers,

And sense God’s hand in this world of ours.

We hear a refrain, see a rainbow’s end,

Or we look into the heart of a friend.

We feel at one with mankind. We share

His griefs and glories, joy and care.

The sun flecks gold through the sheltering trees,

And we shoulder our burdens with twice the ease.

Peace and content and a world that sings

The moment of true awareness brings.

afterglow

Helen Lowrie Marshall

I’d like the memory of me

To be a happy one.

I’d like to leave an afterglow

Of smiles when day is done.

I’d like to leave an echo

Whispering softly down the ways,

Of happy times, and laughing times

And bright and sunny days.

I’d like the tears of those who grieve

To dry before the sun

Of happy memoires I leave

Behind – when day is done.

Nancy Kreisler

From Joyce

Dear Gloria and Mike,

I just read your latest blog and want you both to know that Ralph and I are thinking about you and keeping you in our prayers. We're sorry you are in so much pain Mike. It must be hard to deal with that on a continual basis. I hope it helps to know that others care.

Our love to both of you,

Joyce

From Kate Eaton (O'Neal)

Aunt Gloria and Uncle Mike,



I love you and I will be thinking of you both often, as I have been in the last week or so. You have been so strong and brave through this and I wish I could be there to give you both a hug and kiss. Here is a picture of Sabine blowing a kiss to you- hope it brings you some cheer.



I also wanted to let you know that my dad showed me how to update your blog while he was out of town last summer so I’ll double check it every day to be sure it stays up to date even while my dad is out of town.



Love you lots,

Kate

From Kathryn and Brian

Dear Mike,

We're thinking about you and praying for you as you undergo treatment. We hope you feel better soon.

Lots of love,
Kathryn and Brian Summers

Update from Gloria

Tonight Mike and I decided to start hospice here in our home. I don't know the details, but the doctor's office will start things rolling tomorrow. For now, Mike is on a new pain med which helps the pain as long as he doesn't move much. This is a decision we made together. When he can have visitors, I'll update again. In the meantime, I know he'd enjoy cards and I'll read him the blog everyday. My brother Fred, who manages the blog for me is out of town, but, hopefully he can get this on soon. Thanks for all of your messages to Mike. Mike won't be checking his AIG email, so the blog is the way to let him know you're thinking of him. Our home email is twoshermans@optonline.net. Mike and I are not afraid, but sad that our time together with Hans as a family is to be so short...GLO

Update from Gloria

Mike came home from the hospital yesterday noon after prooving he could walk up and down the hall and not drop his blood's oxygen level too much. He sees the oncologist tomorrow. The main problem is pain control. We should know tomorrow about the nature of the fluid that was drained. Keep thinking of us!...GLO

Update from Gloria

Mike came home from the hospital today. It was touch and go in terms of whether he could be discharged. At one point he had a deal with the hospitalist on duty that had something to do with Mike's copy of the new Friedman book...Hot, Flat and Crowded. IN the end he didn't have to give up the book as he BARELY made the lower limit of oxygen saturation in the bood to let him go home. He has an appointment with the oncologist Tuesday for follow-up and to see if he needs another procedure, which requires another hospitalization. The biggest problem is his pain. The IV dilaudid every two hours got rid of most of the pain, but we"re having to be a bit more creative here at home. The visit to the radiation doc has to be put off because of all this respiratory mess, so not sure what comes next for pain control.

He and I were very glad to get home. He's, hopefully, asleep after a mixture of meds that seems as if it might be from that game young people play where they empty all of their parents' prescription drugs into a bowl and take a handful.

I'll write another update after the appointment Tuesday...GLO

From Gloria

Today Mike was admitted to the hospital with shortness of breath and fluid around his right lung, which will be drained tomorrow. That should make him breathe more easily. When that fluid is tested we'll have more information on the progress of the cancer. In the meantime he gets lots IV pain meds and he is really funny.

Gloria

From Fred to all those who have supported Mike and Gloria

This morning (Thursday) Mike was taken to the hospital. He is on heavy pain medication, with low oxygen and fluid in his lungs. Gloria and Mike both are so grateful for all of your thoughts, prayers and support, and now they need them more than ever.

Fred

From Aki

Hi Gloria and Mike,

How are you?

I would like to share with you a fresh photo that my brother in Japan sent to me.

Aki

From Sharon

Dear Mike,

Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you. I can not sleep and was thinking about how lonely you must feel on this journey you are on...that many times must feel like the dark of the middle of the night. I also know that there are times when you do not feel alone, as you have the unwavering devotion of your wife, and so very many friends, of which I am proud to be one. At those times of aloneness, just think of The Little Engine That Could.

Love, Sharon

Update from Glo

Thursday Mike started his new chemo regime of Taxotere. He also got an injection of a medication to increase production of red blood cells. He's pretty anemic, which is why he's very tired. The pains in this back and upper chest are getting harder to control without making him too drowsy, but I think it's just a matter of finding the right combination of meds, in the right dose, at the right time. Just? Well, I do think it's "doable". If needed, he can have some radiation to specific areas for pain relief. He may soon start on a medication that will stimulate bone growth which won't kill the cancer cells, but will make the bone stronger and take up space that the cancer cells can't take. I'm sure it's more complicated than that, but that's the idea, anyway.

He remains positive, works everyday in some way, either from home or at the office. I don't know how he keeps going the way he does, but he's sleeping well. He's NOT eating well, but he has little appetite and gets full quickly. I, on the other hand, am eating like a horse!

Keep the notes and cards coming. We appreciate all of them...GLO

From Ron

Dear Mike,



I know you are back on another chemo cycle. I really admire your strength and resilience and the way in which you stayed engaged and focused on key issues throughout Nic’s meeting this week.



You are in our thoughts and prayers and we all look forward to your return to the 26th floor.



With warmest regards,

Ron

From Douglas Phillips

Mike--
Sorry this has taken so long to write. I want you to know how much I admire you. You've been a real teacher and example for me about grace, courage and your God-given capacity to bend, but not break. Throughout this whole time, your steadfastness, resilient faith and indefatigable sense of humor have borne you well through the storm.
Thanks also for modeling for me how to be a better husband, father and yes, a Stephen Minister. I know the reason it has been such an easy transition for me with our mutual friend is because of the competent and compassionate care you gave him first.
Of course, because of you, he also expects me to start drinking with him. I'm in trouble now! One more way in which I'll never be able to measure up to you!
Love, blessings, thanks and lots of continued hope and prayers for you, my friend.

From Gloria

Mike and I saw the oncologist last night. Mike will start a new regime of chemo this week or next. The drug is taxotere, one form of a drug originally manufactured from yew trees. The side effects are bad, as with all chemo. This time he might lose MORE of his hair and have more problems with fatigue and low blood counts...probably not as much diarrhea/nausea. The plan is to have weekly infusions for three weeks, off one for 9 treatments and then a PET scan again. Right now the pain in his back is being controlled with a longer-lasting pain med which he takes twice a day and then shorter acting one if needed. If the pain gets worse, he can have radiation for pain control.

The lymph nodes that necessitated the most recent chemo are OK; the bone is worse. The goal of the chemo is to keep the cancer from spreading to organs. The bone cancer is not affected by the chemo. If the organs remain cancer free, then, generally, the bone metastasis can be managed with radiation for pain control and, possibly, a medication that helps keep the bones from becoming too weakened.

Mike is determined to keep on keeping on with pretty much the same schedule he has had. Both of us wish we didn't need to do this all again....GLO

From David Miller

Mike - Karen and I heard from Gloria about all you are going through. May you feel God's peace and presence amidst it all.
best,

David Miller

From Diana

That's an awfull lot of stuff you are going through Mike!

We are pleased to have heard some bright news in among the details....but it's hard to start new regimes I know...we are praying for you and know that you will do well.

Again, you are in our thoughts,

Diana and Bart

From Marianne

Just wanted to let you know that Bob and I are thinking of you! Sometimes it just seems like it gets piled on more and more everyday....keep your chin up! I know there is a lot going on now for you in lots of areas.
Hang in there!
Love
Marianne Clyde

From Sue Pond

Hi Mike,
You've been on my mind lately & I thought I'd (finally) sit down & say hello!
I hope you know that Rich & I are among the MANY friends praying for you & Gloria. There was some good news in your PET scan...lymph nodes are better - GOOD! Now on to the rest! Keep picturing your healthy cells eating up those pesky cancer cells (pac-man style!)I hope the next course, whatever they & you decide on, goes well.
I'll try to say hello a little more often-
Give eachother a hug for me, ok?
love, Sue

From Judyth

Dear Mike and Gloria,

I am very happy to hear the good news about Mike's condition. May you continue on in your quest for health and happiness--sounds like you are a fighting team and will conquer the mountain! Keep going and know that I am thinking of you both and praying for continued success in treatment.

Hoping you are enjoying the glorious sunshine and radiant beauty of October as you move forward in the battle.

With love and many blessings,
Judyth (Berman) Woolfe

From Joyce

Hi Mike -

We just read your medical update. Lots of good news there. We're thankful for all the good stuff, will pray about some of the more questionable items, and wish you well with the next steps!

Ralph and Joyce

From Roberta and Howard Fogle

Just rec'd the message re your Thurs. meeting w the Dr's...we tho't of
you at P.W. Bible Study and offered prayers, as always...

So this news is a mixture of good and not quite so good reports. Will
be anxious to hear of further treatments and how to go about battling
your dragons!!

Just know we all love and support both you and Gloria... times are so
hard all ways around right now but knowing we have our FAITH gives us a
leg up over some who may not...

We will hope for good reports after next Dr. visit and keep you
constantly in prayer...

Much love, H&R

From Raj Singhal

Mike. We are thinking and praying for you. Please let us know if we can help in anyway.



Raj Singhal

From Gloria

The PET scan showed that the lymph nodes have responded well to the chemo, but the bone lesions have increased in size and there are new ones. Don't know where they are, but I think they are probably in vertebrae where the very small ones were before. The adrenal glands may have metastatic disease and maybe something pre-problem in the lungs. It's a little hard to tell what happens in Mike's lungs because of some scarring from pneumonia and past asthma problems. But, that can be followed up. Liver, spleen, colon, and kidneys are good, which is great news! There are no new lymph nodes!

We'll see the oncologist on Monday at 6pm to talk about options for treatment.

So, we're on to the next regime, whatever that may be....GLO

From Yael

Dear Mike,

First of all and most important, now that you finished the round of chemotherapy, we are waiting to see you strong and healthy as soon as possible !!
I understand you handled it more than well, with your great spirit and heart.

For me and the kids it is a new experience to leave abroad. Moreover, it is the first time in my grown up life that I am not working (yet...).

Everything is so green around and people are kind. I have time to examine the details. So far I like it very much.

The kids started school. It is a great and nurturing school and both kids love it.

Inbar remembers you and when we look at the picture of both of you he does remember your name. I attach a picture of Inbar doing Yoga and I hope this will make you smile… This kid is so funny.

We look forward to inviting Gloria and you to our new home as soon as possible !!

As you probably know these days are the beginning of the Jewish year and it is a good time to wish you and Gloria a healthy and happy year.

Best wishes to you and Gloria and be healthy soon,

Yael

From Brian and Kathryn Summers

Dear Mike,

Hope you're doing well. Kathryn and I send you our best wishes.

Here's a journalism blog you might enjoy.
http://gangrey.com/

Kathryn and I both love the humor at This Old Grouch.
http://www.thisoldgrouch.blogspot.com/

Hope to see you soon.

Best wishes,
Brian and Kathryn Summers

From Eva and Hiram

Hi Mike,

Didn’t want to miss a very special day so we’re sending this note off a little early …..

Our very best wishes to you for your birthday, tomorrow.

Wishing you a very, very special, blessed day!

May God wrap His loving arms around you, keep you safe and secure and fill you with His peace that surpasses all understanding.

Feliz Cumpleaños from Ocala ….

Love, Eva & Hiram

From Rachel Muller

Dear Mike,

Today is the day our Lord chose for you to make your entrance. It is your Birthday. He gave you life and the promise of His eternal love.

Mike, I want to wish you a Happy Birthday. I want you to celebrate every day as if it is your introduction to your new life. When we are first born we struggle to survive outside our mother's womb. Soon after, we learn to walk, then to run. We marvel at all of the miracles that surround us, but the most marvelous miracle of all is US.

Happy Birthday friend. May the peace of our great God be with you always. God gives us the measure of faith (Romans 12:3). By the grace of God and His Love and mercy, you will be healed.

Love,

Rachel

From John O'Neal

One bright clear summer day while walking down the road of life a traveler is seized by a monster and pulled into a dark alley and suddenly find themselves in a life and death struggle. But the traveler is strong and fights valiantly and at one point appears to be winning. But out of the darkness the monster receives reinforcements and brave traveler begins to weaken. Again and again the monster is reinforced and strength of the traveler drains away. Eventually the traveler begins to lose the will to fight back.
Yet on a mountain far away… Standing tall the Rescuer patiently awaits the call for help. The Rescuer is well seasoned at pulling people from the clutches of death watches intently as the traveler fights for life. “Oh traveler, you who struggle alone why do you do so? Why do struggle with forces you can not see when I stand ready to rescue you! I am patiently for you to call upon me. Please don’t wait to long!”
As the victory over struggle of life and death slants in direction of the monsters they begin celebrating their victory. Yet deep inside the traveler will not let go, embedded deep there is will to survive, a hunger that will not die, “Please forgive Lord, for I have sinned and have not honored you,” a feeble whisper reaches Rescue Mountain. In a blinding flash of Light the Rescuer takes flight leaving Rescue Mountain standing empty and alone. And suddenly the darkness of the alley vanishes as a pure white light a million times brighter than the light of the sun, nay a million, million times brighter than the light of thousand suns. And instantly the battle is over even before it began.
The Rescuer returns his flaming sword to its scabbard and leans over the injured traveler and with huge tears streaming down his cheeks attends to the wounds. The traveler is then escorted back the road of life and the journey continues.
You are the traveler, Jesus is the Rescuer. Today you will need to be rescued. The monsters of life will seek to feed off yours and drain away your happiness, your peace, your love of life. The monster may come in form of declining health, it may come in the form of a broken relationship, it may come in the form of death, it may come in the form of stress, or it may come in a totally different way then ever before but never the less it will come.
There is no power in heaven, there is no power on the earth, there is no power in hell that can stop the hand of Rescuer when he takes flight from his Mountain at the request of a broken and beaten traveler. Hold on and believe, help is on the way!

Mike - Just noticed Julie was thinking of you on her birthday. We all love you, john.

From Gloria

After Mike's 7th chemo he worked three days in the office and many hours at home. This last one (8 of 9) took a couple of days to hit him, but it has done so with a vengeance. He was tired all weekend; tried to go to work today because he had a lot of sleep last night. He had to turn around and come back because he felt sooooo bad. Absolutely wiped out! When that happens, in addition to the symptoms of the chemo, he also gets really sad and afraid. It's a bit like what Winston Churchill called "the black dog." He forgets that what he's feeling is from the chemo, not the cancer. Evidently this is a common feeling for people getting chemo. The physical force of the chemo overrides one's positive outlook, self image, even thought processes. When he is this tired he can't work as effectively as usual, which makes him feel ineffective and useless..so it can be a viscious circle. He's been very lucky, however. He has only had real bad days a few times; they don't go on for more than two or three days and then he's back giving everyone trouble!

I think he's going to have an xray tomorrow; last time at chemo he moved quickly and felt something give in his left rib area. Still uncomfortable, so we have to get it checked. I'll let you know what we found.

Thanks for all of your messages. He just couldn't have any better freinds and colleagues!...

Gloria

From Jeff Getis

Dear Mike,

I went for a haircut on Saturday, and the woman before me was having her hair done as it was a very special day. She turned 99.

She had a powerpuff of white hair being shaped into a ball on top of her beaming face. Her smile extended from ear to ear.

Everyone came up to her, strangers included (like myself), and gave her a big hug.

Moments like that are a reminder how dear and precious life is. How gifted we are.

I know you're going to beat this thing because you're Mike Sherman.

With a big hug for you my dear friend,

- Jeff

Len Battifarano

Dear Mike,

Matthew Chapter 5, including the Beatitudes is what struck me this morning as having meaning for us all today. Hoping your treatment went well; your recovery is quick and your ever glowing, ever bright light of faith and strength never dims. With my love, your friend in Christ, len



And seeing the multitudes, he went up into a mountain, and when he was set down, his disciples came unto him.
[2] And opening his mouth, he taught them, saying:
[3] Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
[4] Blessed are the meek: for they shall possess the land.
[5] Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
[6] Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after justice: for they shall have their fill.
[7] Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
[8] Blessed are the clean of heart: for they shall see God.
[9] Blesses are the peacemakers: for they shall be called children of God.
[10] Blessed are they that suffer persecution for justice' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
[11] Blessed are ye when they shall revile you, and persecute you, and speak all that is evil against you, untruly, for my sake:
[12] Be glad and rejoice, for your reward is very great in heaven. For so they persecuted the prophets that were before you.
[13] You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt lose its savour, wherewith shall it be salted? It is good for nothing any more but to be cast out, and to be trodden on by men.
[14] You are the light of the world. A city seated on a mountain cannot be hid.

Tim Kinsella

Mike,

I heard your radio address today. It was good to hear your voice; your message was right on and very inspiring. Hope you are doing better; and look forward to seeing you soon.

Best regards
Tim

From Julie O'Neal

Hey, Uncle Mike,

I've been traveling a lot for work lately and just returned home to find out you're winning a war w/cancer. Friends tell me that Chemo pretty much sucks. Hang in there, though, we all love and need you in our lives.

Work travels have taken me to the 'stans and other beige places. Pakistan is certainly no picnic right now. Did manage to take some use/lose leave with a buddy stationed in Sicily this month. They have great wineries on Etna. Spent a couple days in Malta during the trip. Valletta is a great old city, rich with history. Highly recommend you and Aunt Glo make a trek that way when you get a chance. You both would love it.

That's all, I guess. Just wanted you to know I love you,

Julie

From Kathryn

You're in my thoughts and prayers, as always. I've been very busy with BOOKS, BOOKS, BOOKS, GARDENS, GARDENS, GARDENS. And, of course, POLITICS!!!

It's been time to put my garden and the church garden to bed. Also the garden in Vermont. I am helping price books for the Katonah Library Book Sale, and I'm in charge of books and the book sale at the Katonah Thrift Shop. I do a bit of tag saleing too.

Haven't been feeling too great with Lyme, but hanging in. Hope your chemo is going well and that you're near a breathing space with it. Will see you of course at church this coming Sunday, when the focus will be on prison issues, which are dear to my heart. How I wish Thea would be with us. I hope we meet Riccardo Sheppard, whom Presbytery just hired to do PR with Albany re: prison reform issues. Lots of Love, Kathryn

From Len

Dear Mike,

Thank you so much for your call today; it meant a great deal to me that you took time to reach out and share as you did. I pray for you all day and look forward to the time when we pray together about our lives as we move ahead. Please know that Gloria Hans and you are all in my prayers and that I appreciate our friendship as much as I have ever appreciated any in my lifetime. I remain, your friend and colleague always,

Len

Ralph and Joyce

Hi Mike -

We missed seeing you in Church yesterday – maybe you went to the Jazz/Journey service instead.

We were pleased to read the good news about the cancer markers being down. Hopefully the next chemo treatments can get started this week so you can get them behind you and reduce the markers even more.

You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Good luck with the next phase of treatment!

Ralph and Joyce

From Len

Dear Mike, I love you… all my prayers…

love, Len

THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD

The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not want;
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters;
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for His name's sake.

Even though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death,
I fear no evil;
for You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all the days of my life;
and I shall dwell in the house of the
Lord forever.

Psalm 23

From Gloria

Mike was unable to start the first of the last three chemo treatments Thursday because his cell counts were low, both read and white. They gave him some injections to stimulate cell growth and gave him more IV fluids as long as he was there. He now knows why he had to take some naps last week. He's working at home until the chemo is completed; he has meetings at home and conference calls.

Some good news: the cancer marker (CEA) is down to a level below June after spiking a few weeks ago. So, as the doctor says, we're going in the right direction.

He's OK with delaying a week of chemo as he is more rested and, hopefully, more ready for the next onslaught. We went to a movie and a late lunch yesterday!

Keep writing him; It really lifts his spirits...Gloria

From Len Battifarano

Dear Mike, I was struck today by the dramatic fluctuation in our share price. The value of AIG being determine in a marketplace filled with analytics, emotion, market trends, the business results of others, and assumptions. Too often in our own lives we do the very same calculations about our purpose, our life and our future. I pray Mike, that as you deal with your personal uncertainty, and concerns, fears and assumptions that you still hold strong, your faith and the knowledge that our Lord is with you, that his ever present healing hand is close by, and that through his son, our Lord Jesus Christ, all things are possible, all things.

Love, your friend, Len

From Len Battifarano

Dear Mike, you remain in my daily prayers, I hold you close to my heart asking in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ

That he life you up, hold in his arms and comfort you with both amazing grace and his power of healing. That in moments of inevitable darkness he comes to you as a shining light of comfort, giving you hope; that he stays by your side during these last few days of your treatment and testing; and is there by your side radiant in his glory on your day of healing recovery and return.

All my love, Len

From Sharon

So good to see you on Sunday in church and to have a moment to give you a little squeeze. It was an honor to be able to serve communion to you and Gloria.

Love, Sharon

From Julio and Heidi

Mike,

Came across this and thought of you.....


In the midst of a storm-tossed sea,
Learn to roll with the tide, to lean into the wind....
And soon you’ll be strong as a tree....

Stay strong....we're all with you!!

God Bless.

Fondly Julio and Heidi

From Paul Sanchez

Thinking of you. Optimism is the best weapon against any affliction. I know you will beat this and the cancer you have does not stand a chance in the long run.

The challenges you face to your well being while debilitating at the time I know are only temporary set backs. You will prevail and in the future look back with admiration of your own strength and gods will.

Paul

From Julio

Hey, read your blog today. I guess you start up again this week for 3 more treatments.

Your inspiration, courage and fight is something everyone admires.

Keep fighting as you will win!!!

The strength of all the thoughts and prayers will see you through.

My love to you and Gloria.

From Rich and Kim Alexander

Mike,



Kim and I want you to know you are continuously in our thoughts and prayers. You are through the majority of this process it will not be long now until this is behind you and it becomes a distant memory. Keep up the perseverance, endurance and positive attitude!!!



If we can be of any assistance –please let us know.



Rich and Kim Alexander

From Katy and Bill

Hi, Mike, Saw you today, as you know but your blogging friends might not, and you are just such a gentleman - I know you're weakened by treatments, frustrated by what you can't do, and anxious, but your calm spirit prevails, your strength is apparent, your good spirit is at the fore. You are as ever polite, positive, and wonderfully attentive at a time when you could be cranky, and we all so appreciate the good listener and friend you are to others. We are blessed to know you - you are truly an inspiring and beloved friend. Love and prayers to a very special person, Kathy and Bill

From Fred

I'm back from the Canadian woods. Fishing was good and old farts were in fine fettle. For those who do not know, daughter Kate (Gloria and Mike's niece in Portland)
has been maintaining the blog while I was fishing.

Thanks, Kate....I'll take it from here.

Glad to hear you get a week off the chemo, Mike. Hang in there, we're with you!

Phred...

Update from Gloria

This is Mike's week off chemo; the last set of three treatments starts next Thursday. He's had two pretty bad weeks, but today things look bettter. He's needed to go back to the doctor for extra IV fluids both weeks, even though he's really guzzling the fluids...practically chugging diluted gatorade and iced tea! When he gets dehydrated he gets extremely shaky, weak, trembly and generally begins to feel if it's worth it. But, he rallies, as one would expect from a guy nicknamed Tank (in the old days. I'm informed he has several other nick names that are of AIG origin.)

He has had a strange, very uncomfortable, and hugely humorous rection to something used in the hydration process that causes him to be jittery. We're not talking butterflies here. He starts to get restless, then begins shifting position in the chair and the whole experience culminates in his legs taking off in all directions involuntarily. He's up and down from the chair, sitting and lying back, kicking away for over an hour. Can't quite find the medication that will stop it completely until we get him home and try to knock him out with marvelous combinations of contolled substances and over the counter stuff. Finally, he falls asleep and all is fine the next morning. But, the time in between the magic potions and sleep can be really amusing. He looks and acts pleasantly drunk, but isn't aware of it. I'm trying to control my baser instincts, but it's hard not to take advantage of such a lovely drunk!

Today he's feeling really good. He's going to do some AIG work from home, which I'm sure will include lots of phone calls checking in with people all over the world, some of whom may prefer him to be asleep or still kicking.

We had a trip to Boston planned to visit some friends, but now one of them is coming to us today. She's my best friend, but one of many of my friends who bear me up through these times. My sister is coming soon and Hans will be back in three weeks. My family checks in frequently and my brother Fred has made this blog possible. The minister and the rest of our church is right here when we need them. Mike's colleagues and friends have been fantastic about flexibility, phone calls, prayers, and I'm sure, some extra work.

So...that being said, we're not in as bad a place as many. Just don't rest on your laurels, because we still need you!...GLO

From Bill and Kathy

Hi, Mike, Here we are again, last day of August and you're making great progress through your treatments. Good for you for your endurance, your positive attitude, your will-power. You also have an exceptional nurse and care-giver extraordinaire by your side. We are all behind you in every way - and you are an inspiration for so many who face similar, or will face similar, treatments that aren't easy. Thank you for that, and for all that you are. We love you, Bill and Kathy

From Ajit

Dear Mike:

Yesterday, I had a meeting with some people from AIG and was surprised and saddened to learn that you have been going through chemotherapy. I want to wish you a speedy recovery. When your schedule permits and you are up to it, I would welcome a chance to get together with you.

Regards,

Ajit Jain

203-363-5205

From Noel

Dear Mike
Sorry to hear that you're having to fight cancer a second time. Your
attitude and spirit three years ago was just amazing: inspirational !
Your friends and admirers here in Belgium are thinking of you and send best
wishes.
I know that with God's help you'll win this battle Mike.
Beanacht De Leat !
Noel

From Kathryn

Hi, Mike: I missed church Sunday and missed you. I've been in overdrive, winterizing my garden, moving plants around, cleaning up after a giant tree was felled on one of my beds. We have about 6 cords of wood for NEXT winter from that tree, which is lying on the lawn right near a giant termite nest I found this week. What fun!!! Our neighborhood sits on a huge termite nest and I had a 10 year long battle with them eating my house before proper diagnosis, repairs and a protective redesign were done. By then $20,000 damage had been incurred.

Terminex finally told me how they were getting in the house after 10 years; they had known for quite a long time, but used my plight to sell me all sorts of treatments, including a carpenter ant policy in the WINTER. SO I sued the bastards and won. It took me 3 years to pull it off, with very little help from a lawyer who told me I couldn't win. Well, I did, and was paid back the $20,000 I"d spent! We farm girls are tough !

What wonderful weather we've been having for the past week or so. Great for working hard outdoors in the day and sleeping well at night. I call it "Vermont weather," as it's typical of the low humidity and temperatures of Vermont in summer. I LOVE IT.

As you probably were, I was engrossed in the Olympics for 2 weeks and am now following the Dems convention very closely. I was moved by Ted Kennedy's appearance and loved Michelle Obama's speech. Tonite I'll be watching Hillary, of course, and I hope she gives Obama a badly needed boost.

Brian and I speak of you every day and hope you are doing well. When I saw you last , a couple of Sundays ago, you looked much better than before you started your chemo. So I think it's working.

We both send much love to you and GLoria. XXXOOOKathryn

From Bill and Kathy

Hi, Mike,

I do hope this is the right address for the blog as my email address book is out of control. Wanted you to know we are thinking of you, and when you're feeling weak just focus on all the prayers and good thoughts for your strength that surround you. You're half way though this round of treatment - may each day bring renewed health and healing.

Love, Bill and Kathy

Update from Glo

Mike is over half-way through the chemo! This Thursday is the last of the second of three cycles. We're finding that even Mike Sherman feels chemo.....eventually. He's really having a tough time with tiredness, weakness, and nausea; mostly dry heaves because his appetite's pretty low. Even the bear claws, which he has re-discovered after years of dieting off and on, hold little appeal.

Hans and his girlfriend, Anna, arrived Friday early am and have been fantastic! They've been helpful around the house, cooking, washing dishes, shopping, and last night they even got me drunk, which was needed, believe me. Hans has a lot of hugs for both of us. I can't say enough about how wonderful it's been having them here.

Our plan for today is to try to crack the nausea problem and to increase Mike's activity a bit more. Thursday is only three days away.....GLO

Sharon is thinking of you

Dear Mike,
I am at work and have been thinking about you, so just wanted to let you know.
Love, Sharon

From Nancy Kreisler

Mike was a superb journalist. He worked with a team of crack reporters at the Rochester Times-Union. The team's boss is now president of the Associated Press (Tom Curley) and four members of the team (Stuart Elliott, Mike Winerip, Fred Eliason and Nancy Kreisler) went on to work at The New York Times. Mike made a side trip into insurance and never looked back. It was his journalism skills -- clarity of thought, elegant writing, endless curiosity and sense of adventure -- that have stayed with him and made him such a success. Of course, I think Gloria has had a bigger influence, and Hans. The Rochester team continues to keep Mike in their thoughts and prayers.

Nancy

From Con Xiros

Dear Mike,

This is your friend and colleague Con Xiros from Sydney, Australia.

I was very saddened to hear about your cancer returning, but I know you are in good hands to clear this horrible disease.

Cancer is a funny illness that comes in all shapes and sizes, sometimes better or worse. Sometimes a short fight, sometimes a long fight. The key word is fight. I must encorgae you to always keep the faith. The faith in your doctors, the faith in the medicine, the faith in your family, and most importantly the faith in yourself. This, my friend, is the best thing you can do for yourself.

You supported me when I had to go through this fight in 2004 -2006, and that I will never forget. You inspired me and gave me a lot of strength.

As I mentioned to you recently, I stayed in a monastry at a holy mountain, in northern Greece called Mount Athos. During this time I prayed and lit a candle for you. God is on your side Mike, and he will eventually make everything okay.

Take care for now.

Very best wishes

Con Xiros

From Kathryn

Brian wrote your blog but maybe his message went into your spam folder.

His email address is bjsummers@aol.com

We look at your blog almost every day are are happy to see so many are writing you. OUr thoughts and prayers are with both you and Gloria. I'd love to hear your voice. Okay to call you sometime? What time of day is good?

Love, Kathryn

From David Cook

Mike,

I hope your spirits remain high! Hang in there! Our thoughts & prayers are
with you! Always!

David E. Cook

From Gloria

This weekend we took a road trip to Cleveland; no, this is not the beginning of a joke. We have good friends there, Steve and Gail, whom we first met in England. Mike had a week off chemo, so it was a good time to go. After a weak start (a stop at the first two rest stops on the route) we survived the trip well. Mike and Steve made the usual pilgrimage to Hartfield Tool, which, to hear them tell the tale, must be the world's largest hardware store. Mike said he walked around the store for two hours. Most evenings he was pretty tired with some belly complaints. He slept well and ate gigantic breakfasts. He didn't lose any weight! But the hair is still thinning. Tomorrow he begins the second three weeks of chemo. After the quick appearing effects from the last treatment, he has planned what we hope will be a quiet afternoon/evening. We had a plumber here today; the water was off for many hours. Thank goodness there will be water here tomorrow. Can't imagine a grimmer experience than a chemo like last time with no water! We'd have to keep buckets in every loo!

From Brian

Dear Mike,

Kathryn tells me that among your many talents, you've been a journalist. You might be interested in News Gems (http://spj.org/ngems.asp), a blog that highlights good journalism. I enjoy serving as the blog's co-host.

Hope you are doing well.

Best wishes,

Brian

From Guglielmo

Mike,

attach you find the U/Wing authority you gave me in Oct. 2005 at the restaurant L’Assassino in Milan. You asked “what’s the big deal ?”. Now I am happy to tell you that my NPW will reach in 4q08 Usd 90M and has grown by 132% from that year.

You had a long vision, encouraging a brand new PCM. Thank you for that.

Now I wish you to get the “big deal” and I pray with my family for you.

Ciao

Guglielmo

From Sharon

Dear Mike,

Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and Gloria and that you were missed yesterday in church. Prayers were said for you.

Love, Sharon

From Hava Friedman

Dear Mike,

I am not sure I have the right words to describe my thoughts about you. That's the reason that it took me sometime to sit down and just write. I was always saying to you that I am ashamed of my poor vocabulary especially when I read your high level and expressive memos.

I was very sad when you cancelled your trip to Israel due to your medical treatment, since I consider you as one of the best AIG Israel friend. As I told you in the past your insight, connection and feelings about Israel are really unusual. For me it involves some spiritual revelation.

If you would plan to run for USA President position I would say that you are working on getting the Jewish vote. Who knows maybe you are planning ....So now all you have to do is to get well quickly.

Thinking of you, Hava

Now I would like to add another paragraph for Gloria:

Dear Gloria,

You are a hero. To be the spouse in such situation is very difficult and I would say even ungrateful (I am talking from experience when my husband went through two heart attacks). You are doing a lot of hard work and still remain behind the scenes. Mike could not go through this painful process without your support. This is your big strength.

Take care, Hava.

From Kathryn and Brian

Hi, Mike.

I'ts Kathryn. Well, it rained every day in Vermont. One day I used 3 shirts from working on the large gardens and bushes in the rain, and I went thru 3 pairs of sneakers , which got sodden and smelly. But all the gardens are now weeded (never saw so many), cut back, reconfigured, mulched, etc., and they look great.

The cellar, with a swiss-cheese foundation about 200 years old, is like a swimming pool; my sister and I lugged 3 mop pails of mud and sand out of one corner of the area; we stapled back fallen insulation in an attic; had to dispose of 12 bonfire logs the renters had attempted to burn outside; repaired windows; washed wallpaper; put WD 40 on hinges, lugged heavy stones and bricks to various areas; painted doors, etc., etc.

NOt your regular vacation, but then my trips to Vermont never are. Should I really be part owner of a SECOND home??? It's worth it as the house and gardens, and the property and the views in particular are all gorgeous. But we do lots of the work, and there is ALOT of it. And good workmen in Vt. are hard to come by and VERY expensive. Just as bad as here.

The weather was against us, with many long downpours, but I accomplished all the jobs I had on my list. But it's good to be back home. I arrived last night, so I missed church today from fatigue. My younger sister, a love, gave me a backrub and a footrub, and we did take time to watch some of the opening ceremony for the Olympics. I never saw such a spectacular hi-tech, cast- of- thousands display of pageantry as the CHinese welcome. Awesome.

ANd now I have massive work to do in my gardens here, as 4 men took down a huge black birch on our property line, where the only access was thru my prettiest garden bed of hosta and astilbe, ferns and Solomon seal, so it's trampled badly. I had removed some plants in advance and must put them back in, but now we have more sun in that area, so I'll be doing some creative reconfiguring too and more next spring. At last Brian gets a good view to the WEst for his stargazing. He's been lugging his big telescope out some nights to see the space station up close and various other celestial events. HE's really into it and has been since he was a child.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and we hope the latest chemo went well, even if you have to sit on the pot alot. Just stay away from the season's peaches at the same time. Lots of love to you and GLoria,

Kathryn and Brian

From Ralph and Joyce

Hi Mike and Gloria -

Yesterday we heard from friends in Maine that the husband of the couple has been declared “in remission” after receiving his last chemo on 7/17. He’s been undergoing cancer treatment for much of the last year, lost a lot of weight, and on and on. So if good news comes, as people say is true with bad news, in groups of 3 - we’re hoping you will be #2.

This is one health condition we would like to see be contagious!

As always, many good wishes to both of you.

Ralph and Joyce

From Brian and Kathryn

We're thinking about you, Mike, and sure hope you're feeling well. You are in our prayers.

Best wishes,

Brian and Kathryn Phelps Summers

From Tim

Dear Mike,

I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts for a speedy and complete recovery. AIG needs you back and we miss you.

Best wishes,

Tim

From Terry

Mike:

I just got the news about your second round.

It’s a challenge we all hope never to face, but we also know that you are equipped like few others to deal with this as you did the first round.

You are in our thoughts and prayers, and we know you can lick this once and for all.

We all admire your fortitude. You will prevail.

Terry

From Bill and Kathy

Hi, Mike,

We are back from Canada and know you are heading to Ohio, so we're sorry not to have caught up with you. Glad this is your week "off" treatment, and we hope it's stabilizing. We're thinking of you and sending prayers for strength and endurance and good spirits. Lots of love to you as well!

Bill and Kathy

From Rob and Jackie

Mike,

Kelly Lyles passed along the news, and a link to your blog. I wanted you to know that Jackie and I will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. I am not sure if you know this or not, but another colleague, and very close friend, Jay Podorowsky in Hartford is going through similar treatment. He just finished six weeks of chemo and radiation, and goes for his next MRI next week. While you are both very different people, one thing you both have in common is a VERY large network of close friends and family to support you, and an unbelievable will power to beat ANYTHING. The best doctors and treatments in the world sure help as well! So please listen to those doctors, lean on your friends and family, and we’ll put in the prayers to help push along the recovery.

God speed!

Rob & Jackie

From Betty Seidelman

Hey Mike, I am thinking of you every day. I don't know about you but where has the time gone. It seems like we were just growing up on Cypress, playing outside, carefree really having the ideal childhood. We grew up and life got tougher. We have to face adulthood with all the good and bad that entails. I know you can overcome this. You are strong and not one to give up.

I will do anything I can for you. Reading your blog I know you have a tremendous support system. Please keep in touch and truly I will do whatever you need me to do to help you. Betty

From Kathryn Summers

I will be working alot in my gardens on our farm in Londonderry and have to tackle a number of other projects, including finding someone to do an emergency repair on our slate roof. So far no luck finding a roofer to come! Rain comes down between two twin beds in a guest bedroom, not the best situation for our renters!

Hope things go well for you while I"m gone. I talked with Ginnie Leeman this morning and she said George is doing fine. Thinking of and praying for you and Gloria every day.

Love, Kathryn Summers

From Doug Phillips

Mike--

It was so good to see you yesterday. I've been away for awhile and the hospital has been pretty horrific lately, but now that I'm on vacation, I can catch up a little. I just want you to know how much you inspire me. You're such a teacher and example for Kate and I about grace, courage, strength and laughter. I wish I could wave a magic wand over you and take all of this illness away from you! You're never alone, Mike. We're with you. Nothing will ever separate you from God's love and you're sure stuck with ours, as well! Blessings to you and Gloria.

From Gus

Hi Mike,

I saw Furg on the streets of Mendham recently and heard from Lisa Jones as well. They both informed me of you having cancer. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you get better. I also have very found memories of working with you back in the Chubb Eastern Zone days. We got alot done, had good laughs and got to deal with the likes of H.T. Layne and Bucky...oops..Mr. Block! I am not at Chubb now..as of May of this year. Reorg, "span of control" initiative...so alot of senior managers like me had job eliminated. First time in 27 years I have had summer off...it has been good..starting to figure out what is next for work...two boys in college one in 10th grade high school all are doing well.

Best wishes to you, Gloria, and Hans. I am thinking of you. Get better soon!

Gus

From Fred and Harriet

High foreheads are in! Polish up that noble brow....most will suspect you are an olympic swimmer.

I have found the streamlined look to be an effective fashion statement for years!

Phred...

Update from Gloria...

Bad hair day for Mike. Lots of hair in the sink this morning, but there's a lot more where that came from! So far he's laughing, but.....

From Rusty

Mike,

Rusty here ... been thinking about you, Gloria & Hans ...

praying for your speedy recovery ... also, our close friend

John Goldfinch is working through pancreatic cancer ...

Please let me know how you are doing with chemo ...

OIB & The Golf Park at Cinghiale Creek go well ...

the bermuda grass is very green ... we've had

rainfall plus in July ...

Next week is our third annual TFTBC Life Skills

& Leadership Academy ... 16 kids from

6 area chapters of The First Tee ... really a

special event ... adult guest speaker for

every meal (you'd be one if you lived nearby) ...

Snuffy is Monday dinner, Marv is Tuesday

dinner ...

Two weeks ago I participated as a judge at the

"player selection process (boys)" for the

First Tee Walmart Open Champions tour event at Pebble

Beach Labor Day weekend ... this is the 5th year of

the event ... we were at Kansas State University (I stayed

in the dorm!) in Manhattan, Kansas ... 88 boys from all over USA,

trying for 52 spots ... our chapter had one boy there

and he made it! It was a fabulous experience for me ...

finest young men in our country, bar none ...

In two weeks Marv & I are going to do a two day VtE for

The First Tee home office in St. Augustine ... CEO

(Joe Louis Barrow) & his direct reports are all

getting VtE ... subsequently, we are going to

"VtE" all chapter (204) executive directors ...

exciting ...

Very much hoping you'll be able to join us for

the 4th annual Cinghiale Creek Invitational Cup ...

Reinhard, Byron, Snuffy, Marv all coming ...

Reinhard told me about his new job! ...

also said he can not play golf at the Cinghiale

Cup, but is coming & "will shop with the

ladies!!" ...

Kid Donegan (1-star) goes to Japan in two

weeks to take command of our Carrier Strike

Group that is homeported there (soon to be

USS George Washington, replacing Kitty Hawk) ...

this is a very prestigious, high vis position ...

the best job in the Navy for Kid at this point ...

Carol & I are well ... we go to Italy in a month

for our annual "two weeks in Italy with friends" ...

this year 5 other couples who have never been to

Italy!!!

All the best, Mike

Sincerely,

Rusty

From Gloria - Latest update

Today was the last of the first of three rounds of chemo. In case any of you have been wondering when all the disgusting side effects of chemo would show up...it was today, two hours after the chemo was done infusing and just before Mike was done eating lunch at the minister's house!

He's been home for a few hours now, much less clammy and sweaty and feeling pretty cold, but the runs have slowed down. We were going to have some BBQ with friends tonight as he usually doesn't feel anything for a few days. They are good friends, but probably not that good!

He is drinking low sugar Gatorade, which he says tastes like cough syrup and drinking protein shakes. I'm sure he'll be back on the phone sooner than most of you would want...GLO

From Wilma

Mike,

You have great mental strength and I am sure that you can rely on it to pull you through this phase. Hope to see you visiting the regions soon again.

Best regards,

Wilma VALENTINE

Sumanth Badiga

Dear Mike,

I hope the chemo is working and you are making a strong recovery.

I know you are a fighter. You beat the cancer once before and can do it again. I look forward to meeting a lean, mean, fighting Mike very soon.

Best wishes,

Sumanth

From Kathryn

I'm sure Gloria told you all about our glorious service for Thea. I'm writing to wish you good luck tomorrow with your chemo. I hope it goes as well as the other sessions. Missed seeing you today.

Love, Kathryn (Summers)

From Paul Sanchez

Mike,

I have been thinking of you praying and wishing for the best. I know this will be just one more battle that you will WIN. Keep your spirits up and remember to forget about yesterday, do not think of tomorrow but remain focus on what is in front of you at the moment. In this way we do not lose today and get to enjoy it more no matter how challenging it may be.You are not going to lose this battle period!

Paul Sanchez

From Bob Noddin

Mike,

Just got back from a week in England and France with the family and wanted to see how you’re doing and feeling. Sorry I wasn’t able to see you before we left but Ralph explained you were being knocked for a loop with the chemo.

Bob

From Nicola

Mike I am so sorry but I have only just heard of your return to hospital otherwise I would have written sooner. I hope you know it goes without saying that my thoughts are with you. You were such an inspiration to me two years ago with your understanding, acceptance and determination to beat this disease. I which you the very best and will search my hard drive for some good jokes to send you. Humour is a great healer. Take care.

Nicola

From Nick Benson

Mike,

Finally got to the site. A wonderful idea, creative and encouraging.

It's great to see the resolute faith and positive energy that you drawing on in the midst of a monumental life challenge. Your posters' comments are a testimony to the impact you are having on people. Keep abiding ! It's really encouraging to see that , like me, many of those who know and care about you are convinced that the Lord has more for you to do here and He is going to --again--heal you, in order that He can then "confirm , strengthen, and establish you ."

Our church's Wednesday evening prayer group ( attended by a few real prayer warriors ) has been , is, and will continue to be praying for you.

More anon, Nick

Ps. 31 : 24

From Len

Surround me with your light, Jesus, and penetrate the very depths of my being with that light. Let there remain no areas of darkness in me or in my family members, but transform our whole being with the healing light of your love. Open me completely to receive your love, Jesus. Thank you for being our family healer and my personal healer.

From Len

A Time for Everything

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Dear Mike, I suggest you read the entire Book of Ecclesiastes; read with the strong and positive frame of mind you possess it is a book of eternal hope; a book urging us to live in the moment; and ultimately a book which implores us to keep the Lord foremost in our minds and hearts. Love, len

From Len Battifarano

Prayer for Comfort and Hope

Grant unto us, Almighty God, in all time of sore distress,
the comfort of the forgiveness of our sins.
In time of darkness give us blessed hope,
in time of sickness of body give us quiet courage;
and when the heart is bowed down, and the soul is very heavy,
and life is a burden, and pleasure a weariness,
and the sun is too bright, and life too mirthful,
then may that Spirit, the Spirit of the Comforter, come upon us,
and after our darkness may there be the clear shining of the heavenly light;
that so, being uplifted again by Thy mercy,
we may pass on through this our mortal life
with quiet courage, patient hope, and unshaken trust,
hoping through Thy loving-kindness and tender mercy
to be delivered from death into the large life of the eternal years.
Hear us of Thy mercy, through Jesus Christ our Lord – Amen;

From James

Mike,

I am trying to find your Blog site but can not connect with it. Latest I have heard is that you are through your first two of nine chemo sessions and all seems to be going to plan. I guess chemo is unpleasent but you do hear that chemo these days is having excellent results. Obviously thinking of you but please keep me informed of your progress.

John clearly relishing Dubai. The family are now considering all joining him in Dubai for Christmas .
All the best,

James.

(I sent James the blog url...Fred)

From Dalip

Hey Mike,

I just learnt that your cancer has returned and that you are undergoing
chemo. Also that you are fighting it admirably.

My family and I are off to Rome tomorrow and we will go to Mass and the
Pope's blessing on Wednesday. I just want you to know that we will be
praying for you.

You will beat it again as you did the last time.

All the best...Dalip

From Joe Gravier

Dear Mike,

I just got back from Seoul and Tokyo today and wanted to wish you well, let you know you’re in my thoughts, prayers and I’m sure you’ll overcome your current health problems as you have done in the past.

Everyone in Seoul and Tokyo also sends there best wishes for a speedy recovery.

Best regards,

Joe

From Ralph and Gudrun

Dear Mike,

This is my first attempt to use the blog, and I hope it works.

Gudrun and I are very happy to read that your treatment is going well. Keep on fighting, as I know you will. You beat it once, and you will beat it again!

You are in our daily thoughts and prayers!

Warmest regards,

Ralph and Gudrun

PS: As respects Gloria’s concern about too much weight loss, we are already looking forward seeing you again in Europe, and spoil you with only the best food we can find to help you regain your physical strength.

From Mario & Jonathan

Mike, we are glad to hear the treatment is going in the right direction. You know you have friends in Argentina praying for you…!

We are planning a trip to NY, so get well and we’ll go visit you…

Best wishes,

Mario & Jonathan

From Joyce

Hi Mike – With all the troubling and somewhat overwhelming news at Church recently, I just wanted to say that you are still very much in our thoughts and prayers. Ralph and I are hopeful that your treatment and outcome are going to provide the sunshine needed to shine through all these dark clouds.

It was good to hear your comments about Thea this morning – they were so on target.

We send love and continued good wishes for you!

Joyce

From Jeff Heintzelman

Mike,

Prayers to you from my weekly men's group Emmanuel International Church in Paris. Many here have you in their prayers and have been uplifted by some of the messages you've sent, which I've shared. I just knew that you would be a powerful witness to many during your healing! Keep it up!

You once mentioned asking God, your father, to speak to you as His son. I've been listening recently to a 'newer' worship band, called Leeland. I hope these lyrics help you to know how much He loves you as son. He will be speaking to you as you embrace His word, and the comfort and hope you get will be immense. Hang in there Brother, you are on the right road to recovery and you will finish strong.

Great is your love and your faithfulness;

its your faithfulness that carries me.

My life is just a human one,

but you’ve picked me up and called me son.

Speak your word I’m listening.

Yes, your child will serve faithfully.

So I’ll sing the glories of your name

Your awesomeness I will proclaim,

until you come……

And take your bride away,

like a thief in the night.

Like a thief in the night

You’ll take us away.

Isaiah 54:5-8

&

1Thessalonians 5:2

From Ziad Kubursi

Mike,

Unfortunately I am not much of a blogger and in all honesty I couldn’t figure how to add a message, I guess I’m going to be stuck using Facebook like the rest of the computer illiterate crowds. After reading so many of the messages and the warm thoughts and support from friends colleagues and family it is a testament to your success as a person, husband, father, colleague and boss. Having seen your strength and commanding presence as an executive I know that same strength carries over to all aspects of your life and no matter where you are or what you are facing you will overcome adversity and emerge victorious. I look forward to hearing good news of your return and we will keep you in our prayers always.

Best wishes,

z

From Sharon Ballen

Dear Gloria and Mike,

Just wanted to let you both know that I am thinking of you on this glorious Saturday night. I just drove back from PA today, and not only saw the splendor of food growing in the fields, but of apples growing on the trees, ripening, growing, living. Summer is a time of harvest (corn, peaches, berries, vegetables) and a time of growing. It made me think of you. None of us knows when we will be harvested, but by God, we can certainly enjoy the living. And I think you have a lot of living to do! Enjoy the ride.

Love,

Sharon Ballen

From Pam

Mike,

Was your attire this week made for the front cover of GQ?

Have been thinking of you and keeping you and Gloria and my prayers.

Pam

From Bill Weisenbach

You know, Jesus was a healer. He healed the sick, cured many, but more importantly, restored the wholeness of all with whom he came in contact. I know that you have that wholeness and am trusting with you in prayer and friendship that, once again, your body will come along for the ride.

Blessings on you, my friend.

Bill Weisenbach

From NICOLAS!

Hello

For whatever reason thé message I sent to you yesterday is now on thé blog
under thé name of "Christian" Aubert but I confirm that I am still Nicolas
Aubert

Thanks and Best Wishes

Nicolas

(Whoops....I have a friend, Christian Aubert, in Montreal...crossed wires...Fred)

From Dirk

Mike,

My thoughts, love and prayers are with you, all the time. Keep fight.

Dirk

From Nicolas Aubert

Dear Mike

have just learnt about "the Blog", what a techman you are, no surprise of course.

Bloomberg will soon be in second league far behind you I am sure.

To Gloria's latest comment, please be sure I would welcome having a great dinner with you at Allard in Saint Germain des Prés.

Be also sure that we well take care of your business over there, I know it counts for you.

Be courageous, and fight as hard as always, we all support you and are proud to be your friends

Take care

Nicolas, your French GM

From Latrell Hope

Dear Mike,

I will continue to lift you up in prayer. I already know you’re going to be ok. Active Faith is the best medicine. Be blessed.

Latrell Hope

From Nancy Kreisler

I saw Charlie Rose interview David Chang, the chef/owner of Momofuku Noodle Bar, Momofuku Ko and Momofuku Ssäm Bar. Here is the link. It would make anyone hungry. Does he serve takeout? Maybe he’ll come to the Naples Wine Festival.

http://www.charlierose.com/shows/2008/07/22/1/a-conversation-with-chef-david-chang

Here is his website: http://www.momofuku.com/

Nancy Kreisler

From Gloria

Now, it's my turn. It is as Mike says; however, he is losing more weight than I would like. So, when he's around any of you...give him some food!...GLO

From Phil Schwarz

Sherman

Having dinner with Bob and Barbara Lynyak in Dubai. Sure The Tank will come up. Any messages?

Thinking of you.

Phil

From Gaurav Garg

Dear Mike,

All our thoughts and prayers are with you constantly to expedite the healing.

I am regularly getting information on your progress through Paul and Roe, as we speak almost every other day on the CAPSTONE2020 project.

I am meeting the lady (the one I had mentioned -with spritual healing powers) next week and will request her to send healing power to you.

Not a single day passes when I do not think of you.

With best wishes and warmest of regards,

Gaurav

From Fred and Harriet

Mike...

Good to get the update, keep them coming. Somehow it helps to be "in the loop". I hope you are being bouyed up and supported by the outpouring of love and concern, but what surprises me is how much I feel like you are supporting us at the same time. Like most things about you there's a surprise around every corner. You continue in our thoughts and prayers.

Fred and Harriet

From Mike, himself!

To everyone:

I had my second chemotherapy treatment today in Katonah. It has gone well; much better than the first when I was in hospital. Of course, it is early hours and we'll see what tomorrow brings, but late today I feel fine. The oncologist, who is simply a fantastic doctor, was optimistic that we are heading in the right direction. For example, my pain is much reduced, and he sees that as a positive sign. I know I certainly do.

I've been working on AIG stuff all afternoon and loving it. Tomorrow, I have several calls in the morning with colleagues, and one is coming over in early afternoon for a review and assessment of his business. This is a good combination of building energy and working on something I love at the same time.

Some of you have asked what the chemo is like. It is about three hours of drip (or IV) of two chemicals, cisplatin and irennotecan. Both are designed to attack what I have and are the standard of practice at cancer centers like Memorial Sloan Kettering. I just have the world's best oncologist.

Gloria and I are truly blessed by your generous words of support and love. They buoy us. I never feel alone in this journey of unknown ends. Please keep them coming; don't assume someone has said it before or better. I want to hear from you, again and again.

When I first had the cancer three years ago, my vision (that is, the endstate of where I thought I would be when I was cured) was to survive and prosper. And boy did I. Well that vision is my vision now: survive and prosper. My mission is to survive; to beat back this recurrence. I am optimistic and full of faith. I am in God's hands and that always has a perfect ending.